I have a very blissful holiday, a happiness like flying in the plane, enjoying the blue skies and then after all the happiness, the plane are going to landed, when the time comes, i’ll back to my senses that i still have my SOCA exam to sit on, and i have only a week to go, next Tuesday is the day and i wonder what will happened, praying to God that all are going to be well. My heart is beating faster and i started to wish for all the impossible wishes like if only times can stop.
My family tradition when having this Hari Raya feast, is everyone in my family will have their own holiday and all of them will gather together at my grandma house. I’ll meet all my uncles and their family. At night, the day before the feast, usually, all the uncles will have this little talk about the old times and what is the current issues, after all they have not seen each other for a long time, my grandpa will always yell to my little cousin whenever they are too loud and all the women in the house will help my grandma preparing the dishes for the feast. We have ketupat, rendang, pulut and all the ‘kuih raya’ for the feast. This dishes is a must for my family, and of course my grandma cooks is the best. As the day for the feast, everyone will put up new clothes and asking for forgiveness from each other. It’s a beautiful moment to capture on.
And as for what is special for me, i can meet up with all my friend, my old classmates from primary school and my friends from high school and all the friends from all the school that i have attended.^^ With my primary school friends, we’re having a little tour around the village and meet up with our teacher together. Well, It is so nice when seeing the teacher and asking them about what they were doing now. I’m amaze by seeing how mature my friends are, grew up from just a child to a man and women. When I’m with them, times like moving too fast, we’ll having all the ridiculous chat, joking up with each other, throwing a fist and ended up, I’m still being a friend with them. I’m really glad that i can still meet with them, even though it’s only once a year, but it’s good than not having at all. To all my friend, i miss you all..
I’m having a hard time to forget all those beautiful moment, i feel like trying to rewind again all those memories. Today i left my village, and i did something incredibly not in a thought, for the first time in my life I’m crying in front of all my relatives, when i was trying to tell my grandma that I’m going to go back home and will fly again to another country. I was so sad thinking that i can’t meet up with her anymore, my heart just can’t tolerate with my mind, and the tears keep falling down, i miss my grandma and grandpa so much. Fantasy couldn’t last forever.
Well, everyone, I’m should go to my books now.Till next time.
p/s- does anyone know that my beloved SS501, all 4 of them except their leader have their own twitter, so if you guys really want to feel how their closeness, follow them on twitter.
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