Praise To God

I know, i know, my bad,i was supposed to post my news after my OMG so scary exam last Tuesday, but my condition didn’t allowed me to write anything, i was lying and sleeping on the bed all the time. I was sick with flu and cough and fever, which makes me really gone restless all day long. T_T

Good news, i managed to pass my exam last week and my scalp is fully recovered. Praise to God.

Today, i got my *qi* energy back, ^^ and still trying to get used with my new environment study which, another shocking things to get through because it’s perfectly new, it’s my skill lab, but i guess everyone should have this one phase in their life where you need to move on to new things and growth mature with it, but well, even though not fully recovered but i feel much better and alive than last week.

Having this one question after today, been asking myself a lot and just thinking about it making me nervous, hmmm, am i going to be fine??Yup, just breath slowly, and everything will turned out to be fine, you can do it.

keep your spirit up, ganbatte.. lots of love~

p/s- have you guys heard about Kim Hyung Jun Fanmeeting in Malaysia have been cancelled??, well, apparently there is some problem with the management in Malaysia, and looks like it is officially have been cancelled, nothing can be done, i’m not saying i’m happy with the cancellation, but, actually, half of me is happy, because i could’n go if the FM continue, and i’ll be like crying not to see him and all the other things..^^kekeke..evil me..but well, surely there is next time, yup, and the next time, i can go,i hope so. Talking about Kim Hyung Jun, he’ll be hosting new TV programme on 29th Sept, anticipating it!!! Ohbamah!!!

and other SS501 members, Leader is currently busy with his film, PLAYFUL KISS, +++ Jung Min, Kyu Jong and Young Saeng, you can all follow them on twitter, so yeah, it’s easy to know their news now. Big Smile ^____^

just randomly shout out, Ichigo Kurosaki is really a sweetheart nowadays…….kekekeke…

~back To reality~

I have a very blissful holiday, a happiness like flying in the plane, enjoying the blue skies and then after all the happiness, the plane are going to landed, when the time comes, i’ll back to my senses that i still have my SOCA exam to sit on, and i have only a week to go, next Tuesday is the day and i wonder what will happened, praying to God that all are going to be well. My heart is beating faster and i started to wish for all the impossible wishes like if only times can stop.

My family tradition when having this Hari Raya feast, is everyone in my family will have their own holiday and all of them will gather together at my grandma house. I’ll meet all my uncles and their family. At night, the day before the feast, usually, all the uncles will have this little talk about the old times and what is the current issues, after all they have not seen each other for a long time, my grandpa will always yell to my little cousin whenever they are too loud and all the women in the house will help my grandma preparing the dishes for the feast.  We have ketupat, rendang, pulut and all the ‘kuih raya’ for the feast. This dishes is a must for my family, and of course my grandma cooks is the best. As the day for the feast, everyone will put up new clothes and asking for forgiveness from each other. It’s a beautiful moment to capture on.

And as for what is special for me, i can meet up with all my friend, my old classmates from primary school and my friends from high school and all the friends from all the school that i have attended.^^ With my primary school friends, we’re having a little tour around the village and meet up with our teacher together. Well, It is so nice when seeing the teacher and asking them about what they were doing now. I’m amaze by seeing how mature my friends are, grew up from just a child to a man and women. When I’m with them, times like moving too fast, we’ll having all the ridiculous chat, joking up with each other, throwing a fist and ended up, I’m still being a friend with them. I’m really glad that i can still meet with them, even though it’s only once a year, but it’s good than not having at all. To all my friend, i miss you all..      

I’m having a hard time to forget all those beautiful moment, i feel like trying to rewind again all those memories. Today i left my village, and i did something incredibly not in a thought, for the first time in my life I’m crying in front of all my relatives, when i was trying to tell my grandma that I’m going to go back home and will fly again to another country. I was so sad thinking that i can’t meet up with her anymore, my heart just can’t tolerate with my mind, and the tears keep falling down, i miss my grandma and grandpa so much. Fantasy couldn’t last forever.

Well, everyone, I’m should go to my books now.Till next time.

p/s- does anyone know that my beloved SS501, all 4 of them except their leader have their own twitter, so if you guys really want to feel how their closeness, follow them on twitter.

~HEarT Of Me~

i know, i still remember my promise after all, but can i break it if i have my own reason??, well, still have this SoCa thing to be prepared, i’m not so luck in my first try, so what??i still have my second chance, and i’m gonna do my best of all. I still have my spirit, nothing gonna bring me down. Yeap, that’s is what normal human should do, just one failure doesn’t mean you’re gonna be a failure, it’s only a small mistake, search the mistake, you know it, then fix it, then you’ll get what you want.

Got my holiday for 2 weeks and I’m at my hometown today, my real home, flying across the sea. When these sort of thing happen, you’ll realize that home is the best thing.I should just enjoy my holiday.

P/s- Kim HyUng Jun Fanmeeting in Singapore is a success, Yeah!! and as you all know, his fan meeting in Malaysia has been postponed, check the web, and you guys will know the date, guess what, i still couldn’t go..T_T. I will post something more soon. ~love~