HaPPy and SaD~

It's been a week since the last post guys...
sorry for the inconvenience...
it has been a mad mad week for me and my family...
starting with...

i'm going back alone to my village last week to meet my grandpa and grandma,
i used to stay with them when i was in primary school,makes me close with them..no doubted that everytime i'm coming home..i'll go visited them..my only reason that time was'nt only to meet them..but also went to my very very close friend of mine that having an engagement party on sunday 16th august 2009,congratulation sarah!!actually i still don't believed you've already engaged..seems likes yesterday when we were still young,chatting and laughing together..hmm..i'm really really happy as long as you happy..but just for you to know..if only you read this..it's actually sad to see you that day..feels touched when i know that nothing will be the same again after this..but don't worry...that's how it's going to be...we must moved forward!!hehe..and sarah..whatever it takes,you know how much i'll supported you..gonna miss you...*p/s-special for atiqah md fahme..hey..of course i'm going..it's really fun you know..and sad too..don't feels any regret k..eventhough it's likes you missed something..but we all know you can't make it..hehe..see the picture in facebook..anyway..i miss u..feels that something is missing when you did'nt come..huhu..end~

next..on monday..thought that my life in village is gonna be quite and
calm..just a little describing,there is a paddy field behind,house is surrounded by lots of trees;coconut,banana,papaya,rambutan and others,can hear variety of sounds produced by lots ot insects and birds.No polluted air and concisely,i just love to stay there,hehe,missed a lot of things..

hmm not all can happened according to plan..unexpected things happened..i woke up in the morning monday*9.00am* with puzzling mind when i heared crying tones from grandma..asking her why..i was been shocked with the news about her brother has passed away.*my toksu in other word*.mad mad day..i think you guys can understand the situation..with all the relatives must be informed and must headed toward my grandma house,all the funeral things..and it's all ended at 2 o'clock in the morning at tuesday.Last thing that i know was everyone were tired and sad and worried that day.My opologies to toksu family,and please be strong!!Come to an end,reminded me of eventually everyone will die sooner or later..hmm,good deeds are better than bad ones.~

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~today is thursday,and i'm back at my home again,counting the end of my holiday..
happy fasting month to the moeslims..~till next tyme~

zie