TyMe for NoveMber~ <@

I was supposed to post this lost month, just something….because this month is so special, and i always love November. Time to growing up like a tall tree.

People loves to laugh when they are sad, showing how much happy they are, pretending that everything is fine even though that is not the real feeling.

and I loves to observe their faces, what a complex expression, what are they trying to show, serious??jokes?? all the talks and smile in their faces, are those smile real??

Wondering what is deep in their heart, full of happiness??or it is just empty with nothing?.Thought always coming in my head, figuring out am i different than them or just the same?trying to convert myself to their world, or indulge myself in them, hmm, sometimes  it is not my choice.

I love to be like this, doesn’t like in a crowd much, but it doesn’t mean i hate it, but there is time when i need to be alone. *Observe me just like i observe you* <3. I’m sure I’m not a good pretender because my face can show all what my heart felt. See my face clearly, and hear my talk. ^^

~loves are always around~ They say, when you are thinking of someone, that someone also will think of you.

p/s- Kim Hyung Jun, you are so funny, i always smile when i see you.

NoT always bad^^

They say, today is raining heavily because of a volcano called Mount Merapi is going to erupt, so the cloud that contains all the water was pushed to my not-so-close place and fall as a rain, a very heavy one indeed, and as the consequences, my house here was flooded with water.

I know, some of you must be saying that this is not a big deal, but it was really hard to say, as me and my housemate are really busy nowadays, and i know, we can’t effort to have anymore stress in our life.

It is good that the rain is stop now, and all the water are gone by now, but still, we doesn’t have much time to clean it up yet since it’s already night in here, and we still have to attend class tomorrow. Oh, but when i think again, whatever it is, there is always a bright side after all the sorrow, good news is we get to clean our house and i can clean my room,and it is actually a perfect combination^^. Unfortunately, just for tonight, i have to bear with this wet and cold place, i hope so.

Honestly, i don’t hope this kind of event occur everyday in my life, that’s all. Owh, and my mom keep asking me about a student who died last week, and keep telling me to take care of myself and do no pushed myself to hard and just do what i can. Thanks mom for reminding me. Do not worry to much please.I’m gonna do my best even though i’m very far way from you. I really missed her. Bogoshipo omma.

Every week got exam, so study yah everyone and good luck..Everything gonna be alright…

p/s- Kim Hyung Jun Taiwan Fanmeeting was held successfully yesterday and he said that he really enjoy it. I’m glad his happy.^^ fighting everyone.

~Deepest Feeling~

Did i ever write about everyone have their own difficulty to handle with, and every problem are come by god to give us awareness, about how are we gonna do about it, and i believe every difficulty are appropriate for the one who get it, God will not gives us something that we can not deal with. So, try to give out out best thought to overcame the obstacle and find the best way out, do not ever give up before trying and even though the answer is still wrong, just try another one because everything have their own explanation. Yup, all of them..

Erm, i started my post with an encouragement talk, rather than using simple language which it is not really my style, but i don’t think it is bad at all ^^. Last week is a hard week for me, i heard a new, which is one of my closest friend was diagnosed with a very hard to explain disease, for a while I’m really taken aback and it was very non expected, a very dear friend of mine, and she is likes the most hardworking girl, everything was going so well until last week.

I know how though it is for you, i can only say all the encouragement word and pray for your health, your smile, I’m gonna remember it until we can meet again, i know we will meet again soon, yup, you’re gonna be fine my dear. I do not know what to say anymore. Be healthy please.

I miss you. I hope you like the shawl.

till then~

p/s- every word are true, and have you guys heard about YS and KJ move to another company??looks like SS501 album are not very far anymore.      

~Life at Stake~

It seems like my same age friends are already graduate, or almost graduate T_T. So, I specially take this chance to say congratulation to all, you guys deserve it after all the hard work ,it’s time to move on to the higher achievement. Pray for my success until then.

Today, i manage to learn something new in my almost practices field. Seriously, at the very first, I was scared and my hand trembling all together, my heart keep beating faster than I can imagine, tougher than i thought, it’s hard, scared that i couldn’t do it in my exam, but after a while, i gather up some courage and finally found that i can actually do it, it’s no joke ,playing with the medicine instrument and people life is like having your own life at stake too. I hope i can do well, wrong talk, supposedly, i can do it. ^^ We all can do it. Fighting!!!Just wait and see.

Change the perfume of my bedroom, wonder if my housemate would like it…hehehehe…

This is a reminder, i hate spammers, do not spam on any of my places please.

and i’m waiting a present from my mom, can i have another holiday??So that i can go home quickly and get my present..kekeke..miss u mom..

~till next time~

p/s- Kim Hyung Jun is really busy nowadays, so i’ll give you guys link to the english fan site, which i consider it really good, you guys can know news about him every day, they update it very fast. So enjoy it, click here--> Only Jun   

hmm..maybe i would create a link to my blog…..*think hard*, and i miss five of them together, comeback please…

A pOst to liGthen the Mood~kiyowo~

I’m exhausted. Seriously, this is not a joke, as one week have passed by, i just know everything gonna be fine. So, let us keep fighting until the end. This is not like some fairytale story for children, it’s our life story, you are playing around and distracted from the right path, you ruin yourself.^^

I’m in the middle of revising my study, and my hand practically move herself to the keyboard, an urge to just do some randomly writing. Well, just saying it, I’m quite disheartened with something, but already get over it. Just right for your job as analyst, maybe a little psycho-ish, whatever. Feel free to do it, i’m not gonna help you.

Anyway, my coughing age is already two weeks, i wonder when it’ll stop, coz when you growth up more, I’m really in pain. So, please, just stop right now, I’m begging you.

I’m beginning to think that i’m also a crazy person..^^crazy..

love ya~

p/s- i know you guys know, how much i like ss501 Kim Hyung Jun, so, yeah, my little notes, mostly an update of him, but i’ll try to update other members too if i think it’s interesting. As for Kim Hyung Jun, on 24th Oct 2010, he’s gonna do his fanmeeting in Taiwan, i heard that ticket already sold out, wish him good luck and here is Kim Hyung Jun date with Choco (eng sub),they are so cute together, Omo ^^ credit to the the uploader, worth to see…~kya~

edit:credit to Only Jun (kimhyungjun.net)—>visit their website..