My life turned upside down recently, because of SOCA T_T by the end of the day, my energy almost dry up, my mind goes blank, and seems like I’m too tired to think of anything. What makes is more worse, i got this skin disease in my hair, doctor called it Seborrheic Dermatitis, which is a look alike normal dandruff but it’s very different from it. To make it shorter, try Google it oh well, i’ll give a link. Just click on it--> Seborrheic Anyhow, I feel like i wanna to cry and scream loud. This is so annoying. Hello, i hate it okay. I know i need to focus on my SOCA things but this kind of disease is really disturbing, try it and you will know how i feel. Maybe outside in real life, i looked mostly fine, but inside my burned up heart, only god know. Pray hard, so that i can keep this coolness. I really need to move on and forget it for a while and focus on my study things. I really need to. Come on girl,*speak to myself* you can do it, just be patient. Oh great, now i miss my home and family.
Another awful things, i think i really need to find someone who know about Mosquito, this ‘cute’ little thing have sucked up my blood and turned my skin reddish and itchy. Seriously, this isn’t like a normal bite, or else I’ll not write it here. I wonder if other insect bite me. T_T mommy….whooa…
To all batch mate, i know, everyone were also depressed with this SOCA things, but let us fight together until the end, and gives strength to one another, the exam is almost around the corner. Another week to go, wish you all the best.
My next post is next week. So wish me all the best.
p/s- remember i wrote about Kim Hyung Jun Fan meeting in Malaysia and Singapore? You guys can see the update on facebook. Here is the link, Malaysia Fanmeeting , Singapore Fanmeeting and here is the special teaser Kim Hyung Jun FM in Malaysia. ^_^