MArriAge and RumorS

Lately,I’ve been hearing talks about marriage, coming from all over places. Actually, I don’t know what answers  should i give to them, should i say, wanna to get marry too, or i don’t wanna to. Honestly, both of the answer are wrong. I just don’t have any feeling right now. So, don’t get me wrong if I’m not showing any signs of excited or what. For the time being, do not ask me about this thing, because if this things being asked so many times, i don’t know how longer i can keep it up. Seriously. Just kept me in the dark for a while.With that and others serious things*for me* mixed, I’m really in an unstable mood. 

Good thing is, I’m glad I’ve finished up my exam for this module. At least, one things are out.

Anyway, Congratulation on your wedding!!!This time to one of my same age relative. Next week is the day. Be happy dear. Sorry again, i couldn’t come to your wedding..:(

I don’t want to say much, my face are not in a good condition, hair are falling out, mind not functioning, sleepy, and many other not so good symptom, just hope i can get back my energy.

The END, till>>>>

p/s- exhausted too with all the news of my fav band, SS501, ask me, and I’ll say, I’ll just wait, i dun care,i still have a lot of things to care for…gonna fill my time waiting with others things..just as i stated before, if they are gone, then counted me in, but as long ad they still standing, i’m gonna be there for them.  SARANGHAE SS501..

DSP—> dun really like you, honestly, makes another unforgivable promise. Don’t deserve great group like SS501.

edit-just got a shocked news about Park Yongha suicide, my condolences to his family, and for Kim Hyung Jun, i know, it’s gonna be hard on you, with all the news things keep coming, and now, one of your best buddy, but please be stronger!! I’ll always supported you…*so worried*

Water Is Running Away

Guys, it’s gonna be very intense week for me. About to going crazy, and i hate to mentioned it twice, but it happened again, i really don’t like it but my love-running water gone for 3 days now. Come on, a student like me, live in this hot-raining climate, i bet all my housemate are under depression. We still have to attend our classes, and doing all the laundry. ARGH.

Don’t misunderstanding, it’s not like we didn’t pay our monthly bills, but there is something wrong with the government water itself, and the machine to give our alternative water is broken. So, yup, sounds weird, but imagine what you guys want, this country is really different, categorized it under classic country. About this time, i miss my home, which i can just fly over a day.

Well, my beloved housemate, just bear with it for a while okay?As long as we overcome this together and I’m having you guys with me, everything will be fine,i just know it, every problem have their own solution right? .This is a real pain experience, but it’s gonna be our future memories. Love you guys more.

Next weeks gonna be much better.END.

p/s- not only depressed with my own condition, but with the current condition of my beloved ss501. Come on everyone, just put your trust on them, wait for the official news, and haters please,stop all the nonsense news about them, because i will never believe in ‘you’. Anyway, just give them a break, and anticipating their LET ME THE ONE  mv, hopefully, it’ll be released this week.Keep your promise please DSP.

Wedding Winner!!

I kept doing crazy things lately, crazy enough to make everyone think what am i doing???^_^ but i just want to do it.

It is just that everything coming by and i just want to give it a try, i really don’t know if i can get through all the things but, please give me lot of support and i know, I’ll be just fine.It’s gonna be great and fun because it’s something that i love to do. So, please don’t worry and just keep watching it until the end.

By the way, one of my best friend are getting married by the end of this week,and i can’t make it to the wedding, it’s really hard, we’re so far away from another and i still had an exam, same day too... So this is for her, teary eyes when ever i think about it.T_T

“ hye dear, well, there is so many things i wanted to say to you, but the most important things is, congratulation on your wedding, really happy to hear it, promise that I’ll make it up to you one day, i know, you wanted me to be there, even though you said it’s okay. I’m really sorry dear, really am, I know your life gonna be different after this, but whatever it is, when you need someone to talk to, you can always count on me. My time always be yours. love you Sarah Iskandar Zulkarnain.”

Let us just say i’m gonna survive myself ^_^, can’t wait to see the wedding picture.

END

p/s- ss501 win music bank 11 June 2010, big congratulation!! you guys deserve to be the winner. Let the LOVE YA spread around the world.

~VACATION~

Letting my last post for two weeks on purpose. Just to show my love. 6_9

This week, should be a story from my last vacation in Pangandaran,Indonesia. I’m not going to tell all the things i’ve been doing but just the highlight that can’t be missed out if you guys planning to go there.Best part is , my first experience doing body rafting in Green Canyon.

^_^ There is a place called Green Canyon there, famous for the green scenery, up in the forest and down in the river.Tourist can have two choice if they want to see the wonderful scenery, by renting a boat or having a body rafting alone guarding by special team.

For people who love challenge and hard activities, my suggestion is having a body rafting there. Taking about 4-5 hours journey, experience a very breathtaking river flow between the  rock surrounded by green trees and caves.  There is one stop where we can taste a very fresh water came from the hill. Also, the guard  can help us taking the picture and bring us the food.

I dont know what to say for those who using the boat, well, but for someone who likes to enjoy and relax of course it’ll be great.

Pictures to see:

 

Journey to the centre of the river~

 

                                                                                                                                      

One of the river flow, supposedly the water is green but unfortunately for me, it’s not, raining last night.

                          Green forest up in the mountain!!!

p/s- have you guys seen SS501 comeback in Music Bank and Music Core. Really hott and great!!! LOve ya and Let me be the one. Fighting!!