SS501 <3 <3 <3

This is my second post, about to cry, a very great ‘off the light’, ARGH, after writing quite long just a while ago and about to finish, then all of them lost. Be patient. I need to write it all again. Change the option, auto saving it.

Well, last week is a mess, but this week, gonna be great, surely, will be, even though i still had my exam coming, but after that, I’ll had a 4 days vacation, Pangandaran Beach, with my friends, a very blast one :) I think so, patiently waiting, after all the stress, now i can relieve it all. I’ll post the story next time, okay?

This week post is not about me and my view of world. Well, rarely, never, writing about them before, even though i always mentioned them in my post, but this week I’m gonna write one. Only, just for them.

I’m someone who rarely will like a things, and if i had my interest in that things, usually I’ll only like the things, although i can still like many other things , but still, i ended up choosing that things. It’s just that, the things is much preferable than other and that is how i used to be.

The things is, despite having my med study thingy to concern off, and with my weekly Bleach and Naruto, currently, i still had one things that i really love to know. That is them. I wonder how i can be like this. They are just unique in their own way,*is that the best word? for me, maybe*. Now, how to describe the feeling of being your fan? It is proud? Yes, i am. It is being in love? Yes, it is.

This is not like some sort of letter, but just a story telling *is that so?* on how you guys captured my heart. An impression which makes me proud to be one of the million.^_^

Other than saying, music is good, and mostly, i will like it when i first heard of it, but it is not all, I like five of them as one, when one is gone, then that is the end for me, *i have one fav member but still*  how close are they to each other, taking care of each other, smiling, arguing and working together to produce a good song. There is such chemistry, very well blended one. When there is a question asking how to describe their member, don’t you guys know, there is always a similarities in the answer, *i believe it’s not scripted"*, it always ended up with all of them a like family, a very close friend, wanted to be together forever and others same answers. This is so sweet, to watch how great brotherhood they have. Protecting and helping each other when needed, and I always love to see a man with strong brotherhood. ^_^

Well, there is a bad things about me, I hate seeing people when they don’t know what they want. If they really don’t know, then try to find one, or, just choose what you like and try hard to work for it. In them, i can see that they know what they want, and already had plan in their life. Just like JM become a CEO, *is he the first idol?* and HJB become a Pro gamer and composing his own song *is he also the first idol too?? *. For someone who slightly older than me, can make up such a plan, it is very mature. Honestly speaking, it is amazing. Yeah, it is true that because they are singer, but don’t you guys think, singer also work very hard, from before their debut until now, sacrifice their class at school just to go to practice. Very unstable job, cause you don’t know what will happen in the future. 

Lastly, a failure if i don’t mentioned it. How they treat their fans. So, like candy, humble and down to earth. It’s really nice to see when they are apologizing and unconsciously show their feeling to the fans. Watery eyes but in manly way. As a man, i know tearing or crying are not allowed, but sometimes, in certain condition, of course you can, and everyone can understand *except the one who hate you*.

I know, there is still a lot of  reason, and i like to write it down, but with this super long post, I’m afraid everyone will stop reading. ^_^…. it is just, try to know them first, hear their music and watch them.

Times flies really easily, and i don’t know, how many longer i can keep up with them, with my last semester before my practice, for now, let me be the one who will love ya.  I heart SS501..

TIll next time.

p/s-  Good luck for coming exam, Have a wonderful holiday. SS501 comeback—> 4 June 2010—> love ya. Special promote for everyone, try to hear their new song, full R&B song composed by Andre Mieux, Steven Lee and Sean Alexander –>credit to pretty boy and uploader.

Let me Be the One 

with so much love……..

~TrUth~

Strange isn’t it? Someone who is so close to us in the past can be someone who really annoyed you now, even though you are trying your best to act like nothing happened, but there is still an awkward moment, and you just can’t let it go.

Honestly, I’m someone who really love to talk, always talk whatever things in my mind,not type of someone who  just keep all the feelings in my heart, and my words are sometimes really straightforward but, that is the truth. At first, my words maybe bad but it’s just it, telling all the things, then i can be at ease, or else, everything are just going to end.

I’ll talk if i like to, or else, I’m just a listener, there is nothing wrong with this attitude i think, but sometimes, if you guys had a friend, a person who just do not understand whatever you tell, and keep repeating the same things, then this person really had a sick personality. A mental disease which you need to analyze first. ^_^ I know I’m not giving any tips how to cure it, but i also don’t know how, still considering the best way to choose. It is just so difficult. By times, it’ll pass, i hope so.

Talking about this, making me sick already, i should just going to sleep now. Sorry for the heavy, not really understandable topic.

~till then~

p/s- do i look like someone who really nice? well, I’m nice if can still hold myself, if not….just wait and see…

Still waiting for Ss501 comeback. Makes it Daebak!!

HeaRt~MiNd~BodY

A very full schedule since morning. Morning till morning.I’m writing this in the middle of the dream and reality ,consciousness is just another word. I wonder what makes me so determined to write even though my body and mind seems like they are not willing to give, but my heart does not want to.Can anyone answer, who is listening to who? is it our heart listening to our mind?or our mind listening to our body? or vice versa? or whatever it is there must be like one of them getting dominant to each other in each one current situation?

I think, there is no wrong or right answer in this question. I’ll  give you an example of situation where each one of them show their greatness power to each other.

First situation,you were  in the lecture hall, another 1 hours to go before it ended, but you body was too tired, your eyes was sleepy and you know that every single word  are not getting through you mind, what did you do? Mostly student will listening to their heart, unwilling to sacrifice the lecture, pushing off their limit  and asking their mind and body to awake.  But there is some student who just fall asleep, who do you think they follow?

Second situation, you are a hardworking person, always do whatever it takes to finish off the work, and One day, when there is still a pile of work  need to be touched but suddenly, you had a very critical headache with a very high fever, where you can’t even think or move.Your heart and mind keep screaming, asking you to do the work but who do you think is winning? I think your heart and mind can’t even arguing to your body.So, get some rest. ^_^Last situation, you were in the middle of answering a question in an exam, you need to pick a right answer, but you got confused with another answer. Now, your heart are wavering,  saying that this is the right answer but your mind keep thinking what is the best possible answer that actually related to what have you been study. hmm, the best answer is going to the mind, heart doesn’t have brain, they do not know the fact, and body can’t even do a single thing.

Now, examine all this situation, do you think everyone will choose the same winner? I don’t think so, in fact, there is a lot of other way where every single one of them can be a winner. Well, there is only one winner in every action do you take and remember, they are related to each other,trying to  ignore one of them, really can cost you a very wrong decision in life. So,  please choose the best winner properly. kya~—> lapin..

~the end, words seem coming out smoothly at this time~

p/s- SS501 comeback are getting closer. In 2 weeks time. Anticipated it.

likely to be…..~^_^

Have you guys ever heard about doing what you really like is the best path to choose in your life?? Likely to be, I’m very lucky because my mom are always on my side and very supportive in whatever i wanted to be.

But, what if , you yourself are not sure about it, you think that this is what you really wanted but then you realize that, this it is not, and you only become conscious after you had become someone else. Now, view it again, do not judging things only by that, do not feel depressed or had any negative feeling, even though you  realize it late, but it does not mean you need  to quit everything you do now and start it over,or just ignore the things that we realize it is actually what we want. The best way is we can just kill two bird with a stone. Get it what i mean? I’m just gone a leave the idea to you guys.

Show you something: 

see the picture??this is something that i made by myself, can you recognize the tulip and the bug?? Something so simple, but i really enjoy doing this.

and something more :

can you see the picture??kind a blur actually, but it doesn’t matter. Let just me describe the picture, there is a new baby born having her first relative gathering,a very blissful day. But keep looking and can you see there is some kind of pretty cool coconut beside her and other’s beautiful things. Do you know what the purpose of doing things like this??Well, she already asked her mother about it, and her mom said “ Your great grandma is the one who doing this, she’s hoping that when you growth up, you’re gone be a person that loves to do pretty things”. 

When you still a child, there are already people who have their own expectation to you. But, do you really think the baby inside the picture grown up and choose to be some kind of  designer, designed only beautiful things?? Assume anything, and I’ll leave it out to your imagination.

enjoy reading.

~the end~

p/s- my life is full of exam. Anyway, i love Kim Hyung Jun new pic in their 501 day..with red rose..what are you trying to show us baby?? ~kya~