PreSenT in MySelf

Present.

I woke up early this morning,only 2.35 am WIB and in sub consciousness state of mind i decided to write something.Yesterday had past and it was  great. Thank to myself, i’ve got some problem with my stomach.Diarrhea but now  it’s seems better.Glad. Think of holiday for a week *in dream*.

In this whole week, i’ve been telling my housemate and classmate about my feet, both feet, injured after playing the futsal last week. Made it into some chaotic news,haha and thinking of  it’s going to be fine but it’s seems that my prediction of future are deviated from the truth. The truth is ugly. Ugly truth*just like the tittle of movie that i watched it with atul, rate??3.5.ignore it* Well, consider it is as bad, i think  the nail need to take away. Away from me??. Whoaa..

Myself.

I had it in mind for the last couple of month,thinking about my childhood story. Well, it’s never been told before.hmm..i was born in a small village *my mom hometown*in Parit Buntar, Perak, had three siblings and me as the eldest but yet the only girl. When i was a child i think i remembered picturing myself in a girl things. I mean by, my mom love to dressed me up like a princess but as the time passed it changed. I started to love climbing up the kelapa *coconut*,rambutan and belimbing *starfruit* trees, soaking myself in *parit* something like a stream or river but the base is like a mud, playing in paddy field, searching for ‘belalang kunyit’ ,fried it and ate it. Fishing, and finding the ‘belut’ fried it and ate it. All this stuff that i’ve been doing, i’m doing it all with my brothers after school. I love to follow them and i hate being left alone at home. As for the consequences, usually grandma or grandpa  will yell at me, telling me to not doing this things.*have once thought to be a big boy* haha, such a nice view of life. 

Ah,must be rather confusing.Sorry, well, the three of us living with my grandma and grandpa. Just put it in a simple way,lived in Selangor until 5 years old. Moved to Penang island 6 years old. At 7 my mom let the three of us stayed with her parent. Until i’m about 10, she brought back my brothers with her.Both of them. I feel rather sad at the time because i’ve been left alone but now i understand why,both my brothers were still young and me at the time were almost finished primary school. Also, i’ve been asking my mom  and she said her parents ask her to let me stay with them. I guess that is the main reason, not because my mom did’nt love me. haha, and it turned out i’m the golden grandchild in family.*all my cousin..sorry..did’nt mean to brag about it, they loved you guys too, don’t take it to the heart*. Well saying….to be continued next time.

p/s- now,at Putrajaya. I’ve been living there for about 4 years.Well not really.I’m in a different country.Guess it yourself.Enough to my never ending story.The end~    

~ThE FirSt and The LaSt~

I was’nt sure what i’m gonna write tonight,but my eyes just don’t likely to close up any soon and now i am trying to read Rich Dad Poor Dad by Robert T. Kiyosaki.Borrowed it from my next door neighbour and at the same time trying to be a forensic doctor.Surely,but yeah..discussion for tomorrow,guess only my colleges can get the point.Hmm,did you guys think i really can manage it together.Totally,no….

So,i decided to only read the first chapter and..Wow, i can’t believe it, inside the book i can found the same poem that  i’ve learned in my high school.Guess what??It’s The  road not Taken by Robert Frost.Well, I was’nt really like english literature back then but yes, i’m sure i’ve learnt it before…and if you ask me which one i like most i would prefer the first and the last paragraph.

First paragraph

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,and sorry i could not travel both and be one traveler, long i stood and looked down one as far as i could to where it bent in the undergrowth.

Last paragraph

I shall be telling this with a sigh. Somewhere ages and ages hence; Two roads diverged in a wood, and i..i took the one less traveled by, and those has made all the difference.

hmm..the first and the last,i like the word because it simply reminded me how life it is.The first, give me a meaning of how would me as i am to choose my own way for life and it will be the beginning of a long journey that i should go through.As for the last one, telling me that now i’ve already taken the path that i want,i should’nt regretted with it but be proud of it.With that, I guess i’ve finished reading the first Chapter and i’m giving it back to the owner for a while.later on,i’ll read it. Should continue with my real work in this reality world.C.S.I cases…

p/s-i’m not a writer or a poet or anything that similar, but someone that like to talk.Is that make a difference??yup,it is.My condition now,not really well after playing the futsal but will get better soon.Good luck for coming exam this week.

~U GuYs Great~

yesterday~
it's been a great day...our housewarming were going smoothly according to plan...

the stories:
just after their final xm for this MONTH..
"hurry up guys..we had things to do"*cut the story*
so,they went to the nearest carrefour in their small town,
there were soo many things that they had to buy, chickens, vegetables, fruits, rice, sugar and others..to sum it up,they had to use two troley,"wow,so many things".
After spending about 6 hours at carrefour,finally they reach their home...

"hey guys we can't rest yet"..
they had to prepare for the pudding,kuah kacang,batik cake and the ingredients for tomorrow main menu soto and nasi goreng ikan bilis cili padi... hmmm..shreshh..ting..tong..variety of sound were produce that night,cutting the onion,cooking the cake..*cake need to cook??yup..*boiling the pudding,clean up the house and lots of other stuff..and...

"fuh,it's almost 3.am in the morning".
"what??err,we should rest"........*REST IN PEACE*
sleeping for just while,they woke up early as they can as the housewarming will started at noon..the main menu still in the making... soo,ting...tong..dush...gresshh..shrr...again..the same thing as the night before...

"hey guys it's already 11 am..prepare for the opening"..haha..
*just an interuption..when,we're doing something that we like and we are doing it with other people...helping each other..times passes by really quickly..*

soo,quickly finishing the last touch, they waited for the guest to arrived..boys come first..as expected...*maybe they were too hungry*..haha..
hmm,and the five of them were really busy that day,serving their guest with all the energy that they had..and the housewarming go on until the clock show 9.30 pm..then they started to clean up the house again...at the end..11.30 pm..all of them were really exhausted..sleepy..tired...can't moved anymore..and internet like a s***..*haha..what with the internet thing ??just another quick let out felling*...and,they slept until today..~the end~

at the time housewarming were being held,there were soo many people that coming..can't mentioned all the names..and for those who bring the pot luck..really appreciate..for the pepsi,squid pulut,cake,currypuff,keria,oreo and all the kuih raya..thank you all for the time..really appreciate it...even though just for a moment.....

and for "they"..you guys were great!!all the things that we had done together,all the hardship,all the "funny thing" and all..*can't write anymore*was going to be the most memorable thing in my mind..++you guys a great cooker...lots of love..whee...

tomorrow..another story..another module..~

OpeN hoUSe aka HoUsewaRming~

today in the evening~just arrived at home,looking at the screen,writing..just a short one.
open house batch...and it was for the first time after 3 years we've been together,everyone came and bring their own food either cooking it or buying it,but we had it enough..cocktail,pudding,rendang,ketupat,tomyam,kuih raya and lots of more..i can't mentioned all of it but just imagined it...really2 variety of delicious food...

my point of view,this day is a success,well it's not easy to see all of us can gather and at the same time trying to make the day complete,To think it is very important for all of us with just being there.64.I can see we had so much fun,we picturing ourself chatting,laughing and eating..maybe some think that this is not important..but who knows,today we experience it but tomorrow it's a memory..Try to value it.It's not long before we'll all graduated..hmm..treasure the time.I'm not really good in expressing a feeling..but seeing all of us can spare our time and be together.It's just great..~all for one,one for all~Human can't live alone,and friendship is something special.erm,Picture will be uploaded soon..and i'll edit it again....

today,in the morning~sorry guys for not waking up early and not helping with the cooking..but the four of you was just great..nice cooking~lots of love..next time,i'll make something special..

p/s~just FYI...at 10.oct 2009,an open house and housewarming will be held at my house at noon everyone nearby,do come....smile~